The Words You Hear Inside Your Head

As you all know, I frequently use Angel, Oracle and Energy cards as a tool while doing readings as a Medium. As a writer, I also use cards, Storymatic cards to prompt ideas to write about in those times where my mind is all over the place and the written words gets lost from my head to my hands. They are great to expand my thought process and take my writing down paths that I may not have thought to use. When thinking of what to speak about today, I thought it would be interesting to see how using a few cards from this deck would guide my subject matter.

The cards I randomly selected are above. The order I pulled them were “undeveloped roll of film, snob, ease dropper, lighting, if only what was said could be taken back and person who will do whatever it takes.“ The gold cards are the main character and the copper cards are the story. I selected them early in the day and reflected on them all day, processing how to bring them all together to mean something I could speak about with you. All these words can be positive or misleading, depending on what they said to me. No matter what order I placed them in, I kept coming back to the subject of my higher self, regret, and pushing the reset button to connect and reconnect with my higher self. Doing a soul journey of learning, loving and sharing.

So, let’s dive into this. The ease dropper, symbolizes our guides, angels, those who have gone before us and God. The are with us, guiding our experiences in order to be the best versions of who we are meant to be. But I also have to add the aspect of the higher self. The voice deep inside, materializing our greatest potential. It is that wise being of our consciousness that is surfaces when we invite it to make itself known. As I often do, I looked up the definition of higher self. It is “space between words, the stillness that resides within all of us. A part of all aspects that transcends the ego and our personal identity. The source of wisdom, intuition and a deeper understanding of our life purpose. The great belief in yourself that realizes you are a great addition to this world.” I could not have defined it in a better way. The ease dropper pays attention to what is happening in our lives. And as in true ease dropper form, we are unaware that they are even present.

We all have this voice within ourselves, but we do we listen or are we a “snob” to what it is saying? We may find it hard to believe all the possibilities that are placed before us. We don’t trust, therefore we snub the inner voice. This is a trained trait that we have just accepted. It comes from a lack of confidence and faith in ourselves. Maybe we were not given the emotion support we needed at one time or another, therefore we lack the skills to offer this support. In our lives we are told things that we wish, “if only what was said could be taken away”. But the ease dropper was there with us, experiencing the things we have experienced. Holding us up when we felt no one else was there. The question, I present to you is, when is it enough? Is it time to let your faith grow in the good things around you or will you continue to be a “snob” to what the universe has to offer you because you are afraid? When do you pay attention to what your life can be, is meant to be? It is time to heal and allow your dreams and visions of your spiritual path to awaken. To become “the person who will do whatever it takes.” Maybe our higher self also represents that “undeveloped roll of film” the unseen things about to come into your lives that could change the legacy of you.

Let’s go back to the statement, “if only what was said could be taken away.” Maybe think of what you have allowed these words to take from you. Think of it as a greater opportunity to grow from these words. Reevaluating what they have instilled in you, of what not to do or become. Turn it around to be what you can offer others, to give, not about what you did not receive. I’m igniting a light within you that I’m asking you to allow to grown like a bolt of “lightening”. Invite your light to shine. Light is so important, to be able to see and process the unseen, just like the “undeveloped roll of film.” I realize that we want that instant gratification. We all have cameras on our phones that instantly show us the picture we snaped to remember this moment. This, of course, wasn’t always the case. We had to remember to take a camera to special events and snap photos to later have them developed. Sometimes taking days to have them. Reminiscing those moments in time that we needed to hold in our hands after someone else added light to develop the film. The photo instantly takes us back to the moments we captured by pushing a button. Was it in focus, did I forget to bring my camera? I took this photo because I want to have this event permanently printed and honored in a book that I can page through at any time, retelling the stories that surrounded the picture. Then placed in a photo album, a special addition to any bookshelf. Over 40 years ago, after my grandmother passed, I found a white shirt box from Eyerly’s Department Store (I’m really aging myself). The box was filled with old film negatives. Looking at the negatives it is difficult to see the real picture, so I took them to a local camera store and had them all developed. Most of the photos where black and white, but to look at them made me wonder about their images. I had not thought about those photos for 10 years when we moved from my house into the school. I actually stopped writing and went on a search for them. It took a little time, but I found them. As I went through the photos (most taken before I was born) I thought about the stories that these photos were to tell me. They are all a part of who I am, they hold the faces of those who have gone before me. Those who look over me. The ones who represent some of the ease droppers of my life. They are the ones who paved the path of my existence. Their wisdom and traditions unknowingly passed down through the generations to me and from me to future generations. I truly believe they would want me to be the “person who will do whatever it takes”, not only to honor them but to give back to the world around me. To somehow make it a better place for future generations to come. To hear their words in the stillness, to connect with the ease droppers and with my higher self, what a wonderful conversation that would be.

Now think about the words that surround us on a daily basis. Words come to us in different way; email, texts, news or whatever written word that connects with your eyes and from your eyes to your brain, and to your essences. These words can bring you up or punch you in the gut. The choice can be yours. I wish to show you that no matter what words are placed in from of you, you can always make it about your spiritual path for the betterment of your healing and growing process. To grow into the person that will do whatever it take to live the life you love and love the life you live.

Here’s to the ease droppers that make it impossible for us to be a snob. To be the person who will do whatever it takes, no matter what words were said that can not be unsaid but instead hit us like a lightning bold to listen to the space between the words and take that undeveloped roll of film within us giving us a great belief that we, (all of us) are a great addition to this world.

Blessing,

Stacey

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